me liz joe and jake had a dance party in liz's closet last night...it was pretty fantabulous....and i had passover tonight....jen didnt burn her chin on the matzoh ball soup like normally, which was depressing.....then heather tried to read hebrew, she butchered it but it was pretty much a fun start of spring break...i dont have ne idea what is to come...kinda scared.
Carly Came to visit yesterday i took her to school, i think i might of scared her a bit but i think it was mostly a fun experience, anywho later that night we went to Mars 2112 i reunited with my alien boyfriend "captain orion" or as i like to call him jess. it was pretty chill and all then he left for a bit and we spotted him breaking out some sweet dance moves in a bubble,yea so that pretty much made my night, i was kind of sad so it helped a lot.
this is a picture from my previous trip to see him.....
Soooo is right...my life right now is pretty much the most messed up pile of emotions and stress ever. I don't even no how to comprehend it because its redic. I went to school today worried, and i felt like shit, i couldn't even bring myself to put on the giggly facade i normally wear...i just didn't want to be there at all i wasn't focused and all i wanted to do was sleep. But soon enough a smile cracked because what can you do, i could tell i was upsetting others with my dreary outlook, so i bit the bullet and avoided all my problems like i normally do. Smiling is the only way i can deal with things....some people might think its weird but i tend to smile more when i'm upset, its just a way to cover up whats really going down and i hate seeing other people sad so i lie....
I decided since there is no myspace for the time being that i would hit up LJ again...i havn't used this since 8th grade-ish and all of my entrys were pretty lame then so i deleted them....this should be interesting.....we'll see what goes down.
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